It is time for me to make an appointment for G to see the cardiologist. I keep putting it off. I realized today that I have anxiety when I think of it.
I don't want to make the appointment.... I don't want to know if the hole is still there in his heart.
I am afraid that God has not healed my little warrior.
I don't want The Lord to take us down a new road.... Of heart surgery.
But we are His. There is no other option but to trust.
Though He slay me, yet will I trust.