Sunday, November 22, 2015

Fitting in

Something happened today that felt like a bit of a signal. 

I guess this has to be vague. 

We were leading in a obvious way. One person got up and walked out. 

You know when you realize that you truly are not like the rest? It is a concerning feeling. Being left out, rejected, unwanted. Even if it is by a vocal minority.  Somehow the minority always wins? Because the majority are afraid. 

Today it didn't feel quiet like that. It felt ok. Just letting me know that I don't fit, but it is ok. Freeing maybe. I've never really felt this before. It is a little strange. Ill have to process it a bit longer. 

But it is better than rejection.